I plan on finishing work tomorrow at 1, going to tesco to buy a big ass bottle of vodka and start drinking it by 2, and getting fucked out my face tomorrow. I want to be so drunk I need to be carried to bed as I’m unable to stand/have forgotten where the bedroom is.

Sometimes I just think shutting myself off emotionally is just the best way to deal with a lot of issues in my life, if I don’t care how can I get hurt?